Friday, January 08, 2010
A new year has begun and the holidays are coming to an end. The ritual of bidding for modules before the start of every semester is still ongoing. Basically, i have already gotten every module which i have planned for. Just need to bid for one of my core module back in Round 3 because of i dropped it to accommodate my sixth module due to the 23 MCs limit. In the end, just realised yesterday that i could have actually emailed Jolene to get her to extend my 23 MCs cap.
An entire day spent alone at home today. Pretty uneventful, but yet at the same time, couldnt quite conclude that way.
My younger brother is in his rebellious phase of his life. But, for what he wanted to do today, i couldnt quite say he was doing anything wrong. i guess he wanted a little freedom in his life, especially now that he's having his holidays. To think i had said his oppressive regime was over because he got to come home late after a few late nights out, i was wrong. My mum didnt like him staying outside, claiming she didnt like him hanging out without a purpose or destination in mind. Back at home, my dad didnt like him playing computer games. i really pity his situation. i cant blame him for coming up with ways to beat the system. From the point of view as a parent, though not from my parents' eyes, his actions arent encouraged. But seeing his current situation, not being able to go out with friends, and being restricted computer usage because he's at home, i didnt nag or scold him for doing something highly discouraged. No wonder i find him sleeping so early each night i return home.
Being entirely honest about my day didnt quite earn me my cookie for honesty. And no, i'm not blaming you for feeling this way. i know you're feeling insecure about this. The issue was brought back onto the table and you had to face it once again. And i'm sure it's draining you out very badly. Passenger or driver, i do not know which one i am either...
