Went over to Batam over the National Day long weekend with the Brotherhood. Ziyang and Lionel were missing from the gang, but apparently it was the same group of guys who attended Yaowen's 16th birthday. It was simply just a very nuah getaway from Singapore. But i didnt really enjoyed it to the max because you were in my mind half the time. Just wasnt used to having communications limited to that one message for the day, and i had to keep the sms within 160 characters. In the end, i was pretty much looking forward to coming back to Singapore, especially when we arranged to go out for lunch and catch a movie on Tuesday.

All along, i was feeling pretty neutral about the start of school. But after the short outing, it dawned on me how the onset of school is going to affect my lifestyle. No more late nights out, no more the need of frustration over how to spend the day, no more the usual sending you back home. There is a need to utilise the time in a better fashion. Just like after our movie, in my mind i was also telling myself not to jump into the usual habit of sending you back. i guess there was also the need to wean myself off the reliance of spending that extra bit of time with you. We both have got to learn to be more independent.

Gosh! i just did a calculation on whether it is possible to at least bring my CAP up to a Third Class Honours by this semester and i realised i would have to do a SAP of 4.00 in order to do it. Tall order, but not exactly impossible. Maybe i should give it a shot!