The interview process, i can only say, is one of a kind. i have never really went through an interview session whereby the panel of interviewers were firstly, my friends, and secondly, people whom i have been working together for a long time. i mean, this is not at all a surprising thing to happen. It's just that this is the first time i am being interviewed by people i know.

No, if you think it was going to be any easier, then you are absolutely wrong. It is all the more harder being grilled by your friends. It's true that shooting questions at me from them will never come any easier, but the questions are essentially the vital information they need to base their decision on.

i did not get the position i was aiming for. Indeed, with that comes a sense of sadness and disappointment. i suppose there was also the sense of release from all the anxiety i have been holding in previously. i have to admit i have given my best. And it's true i have not prepared well for it. But all my replies to every questions, some came to my mind on the spot and i answered them because i deemed them feasible, the others were things i have been letting them roam in my head, giving them more thoughts from time to time. Whatever the case, it is a fair competition and the position always goes to the better candidate. If my ideas and propositions are not better than my opponent, then i really am not deserving of the post. My path down ESESC has not been confirmed so i cant really comment on anything else. But i'm sure, there are ways i can find to make small little contributions to keep the club standing.