Ever since my last clubbing incident, when i reached home really late, and my dad found out i got home in the wee hours of the night and scolded me right in the living room, i find that he has started questioning me whenever i get home late. Right just now when i reached home at about 10 minutes past 12am, he asked why for today and yesterday, i got home this late. Well, it was two birthday parties i attended for tonight as well as last night, and it being a birthday celebration, it's not anything unusual for me to get home late. In any case, well, not that i'm trying to be defiant or show any disrespect, as far back as i can remember, i have turned 21 last October. A milestone in my life i have reached, but of course, more life experiences ahead of me to be encountered and learnt. It is not that i'm trying to say that i have reached full adulthood and therefore leave me be because i can fend for myself. It is more of letting me know that i have your trust in directing my life the way i want to. Here and there, i may stumble and fall. But i will need to learn to stand up on my own. 自己跌倒自己爬. A saying i have learnt from a very young age. i know where my dad is coming from. i know he is concerned with my lifestyle and ensuring that i am not in bad company. i believe he had the impression that the current clubbing scene is very much like in the past, full of sleaze, booze and drugs. Drugs, i will definitely not touch them. Not to mention cigarettes. i totally dislike cigarette smoke. i totally detest the smoke especially in hawker centres because they totally ruin my meal which i am enjoying. As for sleaze, i want to remain a gem till marriage. That's all the explanation needed for this part. Booze... i know where my limits are, especially when it comes to financial limits. Even if this isnt a factor, i have already accomplished something which i have wanted to do so i wont be drinking till my liver gets damaged.

Probably this will last for quite a long while. This which i am referring to is being under the eagle radar. If i were to put myself in my dad's shoes, i will be worried and concerned too. But i guess there has just got to be leeway. Learn to trust, if not, communicate. Trust will come soon after...