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Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Just read your blog entry. Right at this moment, i dont feel like asking you about it. Not too sure why but there is just an influx of emptiness in me right now. The picture. Your words. i dont know what to make out my exact feelings at this moment. Feeling of emptiness? Plenty of it. There are also many things flooding my mind but none just seem to to fit into a proper coherent thought. Why do i feel like you're moving further away from me? It all just seemed like i'm grabbing air and clenching my fist at nothing. Empty, just like my heart. But, i still choose to believe and see it in a different perspective. Air. It's everywhere around us. It actually sits right atop my palm. i am actually holding on to air. A seemingly impossible task has just become possible just by looking at it differently. Is it just by pure coincidence? Just happened to read Yulin's blog dated 14th March. In that entry, she posted a verse from 1 Corinthians. A few familiar parts but i will just like to focus in one area. "Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres." Always hopes, always perseveres. Just like how i have always been like whenever we come to a juncture. Not any different this time. The future is where we will step into together and the past is for us to look back and learn. Forward is the only direction we will take. i suppose it is only natural you get so affected by what happen although i do not know what is the content in his entries. But one thing i do know, is that i will always hope, and always persevere.
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