i wonder if it's just the usual jitters i get before every paper. It's Singapore Studies tomorrow and i just cant help but feel that once again, i am unprepared for it. It's been a while since i wrote long essays under a stipulated time period and i wonder if i can get the job done. This time, i am choosing topics to study and the risks involved is keeping the uncertainty in me at an all-time high. So many "what-if"s are floating in my mind right now. But right at this juncture, i couldnt really care. i shall just proceed to prepare what i have chosen, cross my fingers and hope for the best. The examination jitters, after a near 3-year hiatus, is back and affecting me pretty deeply.



Choices... you chose my least preferred option. But i guess there is nothing i can do about it. Because i have to learn to respect people's choices.

Began with a high, ended on a low... and i'm feeling tired.