Never thought i would be so overwhelmed by a module, not even for my most dreaded physics paper. But this morning, after looking at the past year paper, a surge of fear engulfed within me. i suddenly felt so vulnerable. So unprepared for the paper later that i did something which i thought i wouldnt do. i broke down in tears.

As i looked through the questions, i just couldnt think of the ways to approach the questions. And some of those questions are worth many marks. If i cant even find the approach right at the beginning, how am i going to start?

Am i unprepared or is it just the nervousness and anxiety flooding in me that is causing me not to think properly? i guess it's a bit of both, especially when i started my revision late and i didnt really do much practice questions, not to mention past year papers. i had better learn from this mistake and not commit in future.

Thankfully, somebody gave me words of encouragement to release the stress and burden from me. Though i am still feeling anxious about the paper later, i just hope to clear my mind from everything that may hinder my flow of thoughts. And to that person, i really appreciated all that you did. =) Really looking forward to the end of the examinations and making a fresh start for next semester. This semester, academic-wise, has been terrible.