This is the way i view confidence as of now.

Confidence is 50% the way you feel about yourself and how that leads to carrying yourself in appearance. The remaining 50% is on what you think and say.

i have the former, to a large extent. i am confident with the way i carry myself. But i feel that i have a lack in the latter. The second 50% is very much the substance you have in your head, be it general knowledge, being street-smart, or the lessons and theories you learn from school. i feel the need to enrich my mind with many things. There is only the first 50% in me. i want to acquire the second 50%. No doubt, you can try to conjure false information in your head and deliver them with your mouth with gusto. But i'll say that if i were to try to do just that, i'll only achieve 25% of the second 50%. i will not be able to be 100% confident. i must achieve 100% confidence. And i will.

There is just so much more to learn. And i will stop at nothing. Till the end of my time.