It's really been a long while since i last had a long chat with you. Though it was only through SMS, i was still happy enough. i was already very tired when your first message came. But with many more messages rolling in, you got me more awake and more excited about your next reply.

Happy like a tattoo. A new phrase i have learn.

In any case, i was very happy about last night, oh wait, it was early this morning. Throughout your hibernation period, i didnt hear much from you. And when i did, it wasnt exactly good news. But then, i guess this morning's conversation over SMSes was enough to make my days ahead to be more joyful than ever. i believe i can go on my Hokkaido trip with a gleeful and positive feeling.

i know you're torn between two sides. i also understand that one year isnt a short amount of time. i know that you're someone who wont leave another person to die on his own, that's why i said you're somebody who put others before yourself. Much as i am very anxious to know your decision, i guess such a thing isnt something to rush over. That's why, never in my life, have i ever been made to breed a virtue called patience to such an extent.

i am and will be a patient person. i am a happy boy. i am happy when you're happy. =)