i have always hear this coming out from people's mouth. "Better late than never." But i have figured out that there are always something that when late, you can never do anything about it.

On Monday, September 18th, i received a message from my classmate, Amanda, at 16:18:51. "...just called you..."; "...'X' is leaving for UK tonight...at abt 8pm plus..."; "...if u can, wish her well..." i switched on my handphone at 9+pm that night. i stoned for a few minutes, switching my gaze between the message and the time on my phone. In those minutes of stoning, i was recalling all the memories i had with her, and also of how i got to know her. There were only a few memorable ones, but they were definintely lasting ones.

Why did i switched my handphone on so late? But soon after, i realised there was nothing i could do even if i had had my phone turned on earlier. i have deleted her number from my handphone, so there was no way i could have sent any well wishes to her before she left for UK. Not only has her handphone number been deleted, i have also deleted her from my MSN Messenger List and her birthday reminder on my handphone has been removed too. But her birthday is just so easy to remember. 31st December. The last day of the year. New Year's Eve. Who can forget?

Sigh. i'm not sure whether i have any regrets. Regrets of not sending her any well wishes. But then again, as i have said, there was just no way i could have send her any of those. i dont have her number anymore. And neither have i memorised her number, naturally or by hard.

Anyway, thanks! Thank you for knowing that i would really want to know such an urgent information, Amanda!