i was feeling extremely stressed out from the mugging for this stupid prelims. i dont like physics. But too bad, i had already made the decision to drop Econs earlier this year. i cannot drop another subject anymore. So, what's left for me is to grit and bear with it.

i dont know why physics is so damn freaking hard and foreign to me. There are always so many things to consider, especially when you draw free-body diagrams. Most of the time, i'll be able to draw most forces. But i'm always bound to leave out one or two.

Just like today, when i was revising Circular Motion, the bloody notes is so freaking simple and easy to understand. But when i look at the Revision package, i almost fainted while going through the example questions. My head was spinning as i proceeded questions after questions. i hope i can pull through this time for physics.

Maybe i'm just not cut out for physics. When i was in Sec 3, i failed my first major exam in my life. Yes, it was none other than my Physics Mid-Year paper. i was shocked. i shocked my mum even more because i had never failed in any examinations before. Well, there has always got to be a first time.

i am very glad to know that in university, when things become even more specialised, i can focus on Chemistry full-time. No more Physics, woohoo! But i know life will be worse just by looking at how my elder brother is living life now. Still, i'll be looking forward to life in future, or maybe just life after the A Levels but before the Tekong era.