It was a massacre. Maths Paper 1 and Physics Paper 1 & 2 were weapons of mass destruction. All three papers were freaking difficult. Wait, maybe it was only just me. The general comment by everyone for the 2 subjects were bad, but my mind told me the papers were worse than bad.

This is disgusting. Prelims have arrived, yet i'm still screwing it up. Chemistry Paper 3 wasnt entirely bad but this feeling is only just relative. Compared to Maths and Physics, i feel that there is at least some hope for Chemistry. Still, i'm not going to get a fantastic grade for it, thanks to abandoning Food Chemistry, which is the easiest section of the entire paper. It was all memory work, and i bet the whole JC2 cohort who takes Chemistry can bank on Section D to help push their Paper 3's score higher. Too bad for me, i can only bank on that section, as well as the Organic Chemistry section, to pull my grade down. My fate for a good grade for Chemistry will be sealed tomorrow. i'm having this premonition that Paper 1 and 2 will be harder. i better be prepared for that.

Prelims suck. Studying sucks. The incentive to quit school has never been greater. But i cant. How far can an 'O'-Level cert take me? Besides, i have no other better talents and skills. i have never taken any Home Economics lesson, which Catholic High does, according to Daryl. He quoted this one Home Economics teacher who said that there is always the chance that a Catholic High student not find a job in future. This is totally hilarious when i heard Daryl say that. Oh well. The newspaper said that job creation is at an all-time high, but i still see and hear people complaining of being unemployed. Who knows? i may be in that pool of people in future.

Choy ke lei, dai ka lai si! Touchwood! Pui pui pui!