Monday, August 08, 2005
i was really infuriated today. First, i couldnt join my class for Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. Never mind. My mum had to go to Alexandra Hospital for blood test. And i spent three fucking hours stoning inside AH, sleeping and listening to my iPod mini most of the time. Can you believe i can fall into slumber, wake up, and go back to sleep again? Also, i listened to my iPod till i found the songs sickening, even though there were 600+ songs inside. My arse was totally warmed up by the seat. 3 hours, no joke.
Never mind. As if the day wasnt bad enough. i wanted to join back my class for the 'outing'. i rushed down to Great World City when their show ended, just to find myself greeting my friends goodbye. Wtf? i went from excited to pissed in just a split second. (woah, world record) i feel lucky not to be a girl having PMS at that moment. Otherwise, everyone down there would have gotten it from me. But just how much could i do? i dont control their lives. They have their own commitments. They have their own curfews. Fine. Fair enough. Just ignore my 'pissed off' expression. i just had to do that to appease myself should the worst happen. Anyway, SiewEe and CheeFung very obligingly came along to play pool. Frankly speaking, pool wasnt on my mind. i was actually uber hungry at that time. But i decided not to think of the next move for myself. It'll be best if i just followed the flow. They did it obligingly, and that made me feel odd. They were actually accomodating me, and i never like that. i never like people to accomodate me, unless i feel that i am worth it. But for this, it isnt. i was just throwing some childish tantrum. Bah! Ignore me.
