Oh man! i'm sure of this. There is something wrong with me right now. But i'm not too sure why. She is starting to make me notice her again. Before this is happening, and after "what had happened", i had been able to suppress myself and get on with life. i can't believe what had happened for the first three months of last year is repeating itself right now. But this time, add in all the experience, be it lessons or just painful memories, and minus the palpitation of my weak heart then.

i think she has just made herself my greatest eye candy around. But i must say that this candy aint so diabetically sweet. There is an element of bitterness. Visually pleasing, what else can i ask for? The line only stretches till here. i will prefer not to think too much and/or too far.

Someone said that i'm lovesick. Am i? Again, i'm not too sure of it. Maybe i should just concentrate on my studies. A-levels is everything to me right now. Having dropped economics recently, it is a clear sign to me to be mugging harder. A 3-subber, i am now. i'm nowhere the average 4-subber NJCian, and do take note that i've not even considered those taking S papers.

Number 1 priority right now: mugging

-always.aim.high.neva.say.u.die.success.will.come.to.anyone.who.try-