Monday, April 18, 2005
Nowadays, i have become more and more selective in the blogs i visit. Maybe they are others who have already reached this stage before i do, but i guess it is never too late. Yet, there are still others who do not mind bumming their butts around on all the blog addresses that they have at hand. i guess i have become so selective after reading one of Stef's blog entry dated April 10, 2005. No, nothing to do with forums or whatsoever. i'm actually referring to blog entries that contain some depth or thought-provoking stuffs. Too bad, i seemed to have a lack of these in my favourites. A lack. But not exactly none. Thankfully, there are people like Stef herself, Daryl and Huijia who writes great stuff on their blogs. They are compliments, really, if any of you three sees this. The rest of the other blogs which i frequent, or used to do so, they are mostly just commenting about stuffs surrounding them. Not much of a poetry. Argh. i shouldnt be complaining. We, or rather i, cant have Shakespeares or Stephen Kings or Dan Browns circling my social life. Not everyone is born a good writer. Like me. i have just reminded myself of my lousy GP grade.
Had so many thoughts running through my mind today.
Was at Borders today and saw the Final Fantasy X Strategy Guide. Had a sudden strong urge to purchase it but manage to convince myself out of it. My tactic? i may be able to buy it elsewhere cheaper. But this is not going to work for long. Even now, my mind is dead-locked on the image of the cover. Someday, or soon enough, i'll find myself heading down to Borders to buy it. i'm very afraid of the guide book ending up as a spoiler for me to the game. It is just like buying a thriller novel and flipping to the arse to find out who the real killer is before reading it. Does buying that Strategy Guide counts as that? How about just looking up the Beastiary to study the monsters? In this way, i'll be able to tell myself that all these are just preparation for battle. An army general also has to study/revise new or old tactics before war. Mmm. Yes. This is a good reason.
Haha. i think i'm just looking for an excuse just for myself to buy that Strategy Guide. But it is not going to come cheap. At $29.95, this is going to burn quite a bit into my pocket. For all that unlimited want...(that i have[had] studied in econs)
It is PFT tomorrow. Or NAPFA, if you still dont know what i'm talking about. i'm going to have trouble at the pull-up, sit-and-reach and broad jump station. These constitutes half of the PFT already. Gold seems to be beyond reach for me. i'm aiming for a silver right now. But even that has an obstacle standing in my way. i'm not too sure if i can pull a 5 (D grade), reach for 36cm (C grade), and jump a 220cm (C grade). Oh man, all these are just enough to make it through. i wonder how it is going to be like for tomorrow. i dare not look so far ahead.
Oh well. i should be writing a GP essay due this Wednesday. Maybe i'll write tomorrow. It's time for CSI:Miami now. Ciao!
