I love Orientation 2005. It acts as a buffer time zone for me to get back to a comfortable feeling for studying. It brings back memories of the time when I myself was having orientation. But anyway, I am taking 05s16. So sad, not taking 05s10, our junior class. But never mind, 05s16, a triple science class, seems quite fun and enthusiastic. Quite la! But I cannot really complain... Not like I can request for changes or anything. I'll have to stick to s16 and that's it! I can rally the class to the fun zone or really make them dead. Harry and Charmaine, my co-OGLs for s16, have quite a monotonous voice, but they sure do have the enthusiasm in them. My voice definitely sounds more alive than the two of them. I'll try...

Anyway, every Pattriani OGLs didnt manage to arrange a class outing with their own OGs. Therefore, we ended up partying ourselves. Well, not really partying though, but I sure did enjoyed myself over at Venezia. Enjoying myself in terms of knowing my fellow 'Family' members better. It was a 'talk-your-hearts-out' session. Who was present there? There was Kenny, Samuel, Eileen, Regina, me, Amanda, Hui Ting, Harry and Teck Kuan. Almost all of us talked about any past relationships or relationships that had almost blossomed. Kenny led the path, but it was through so much effort and persuasion did we manage to dig out some shit from him. I got to know more about the relationship b/w the bear and panda. As for Regina, I was all prepared for her to say, "I have no such experience." I will be shocked to the core if she starts discussing about one. Amanda made hers really short. Regina saved her actually. Well, since I know, more or less, what happened then, which wasnt all pleasant, the 'save' was fine with me. We dug out some shit from Hui Ting too, and as for Harry, well, he looked like a tired and hungry boy who cant wait to go home. I am not going to 'spill any of their beans' here.

Me and Teck Kuan shared alot with everyone. We had almost the same experience. But one thing which struck me hard was, why did I feel that it was all so fine to share it with everyone? Why did I feel the urge to want to tell everyone? Maybe because the experience, some of them, were all so nice, and I like to share nice things, for this case, my experience. Another thing could be because, I felt that I had learnt alot from this entire matter, so I think friends whom I know ought to listen and maybe learn the same lesson from me, never to commit the same mistakes. But I feel that such mistakes, we ought to learn them the hard way. That is, to feel the pain of falling down and standing up again. The next reason for sharing could be because I have really 'given up'. I dont know. But each time I see her now, I feel less of the pressure, anxiety and nervousness. With this, I feel less of the possibility of anything happening b/w the both of us. Never mind...a lesson I have also learnt was to always start as friends. Never rush into things.

I dont know why I have even come online to log all of these. I shld be feeling all so tired and everything from Orientation. Okay, I am tired. But I just felt the need to log these... Signing off! Zzz...