Stefni Tay Suzhen is an iiiiddddiiioooottt.... Pon-star... Haha, okay la, I'm not angry with you or what. But being able to pon this thing? I'll say you're lucky not to have miss anything. And provided if you do not end up getting into trouble for missing school today.

I think Daryl's blog entry, titled "Two Sides Of Every Story", very interesting and true. This line of his, 'How would things have turned out if I had done that instead?...You just hate yourself for things you have or have not done...Why is it that life turns out this way?..."I'm responsible for all this" you tell yourself.' makes me think back on a few incidents. Okay, let's just be honest to myself, I meant one significant incident. The words in bold should say alot, so if you still do not know what I'm talking about, then you suck!

I really think that I'm such a wuss back then. I just need some whippings to my arse to teach myself a lesson. Actually, did I learn anything from this experience? I believe it's quite a definite YES. I have learnt that I need more 'courage'. I need to be bold, but not too bold. I need to be expressive. I need to stop hiding inside a turtle shell, where the comfort zone lies, when confronted with any embarrassing situation. I need to be initiative. I need to learn to read her mind. I need to assume certain things. I need to stop being so self-concious around her and her friends. I must learn to speak up. I must learn to stop being so passive and be more proactive. Do what is right when needed. Do the wrong things at the right time. Yes, sometimes, you have to commit certain taboos or break some rules. I cant give any examples, because I cant think of any off hand now. I'm not agonising over those snapped strings, but I'm definitely still looking at them.

It's quite impossible to achieve everything that I mentioned above. Otherwise, you'll be the perfect boyfriend la! Can enter Guiness Book of World Records for the highest clocking of usage of the condom in the entire lifetime la! Durex will be happy I think.

Today is propaganda day. It's actually my fourth visit to SAFTI MI. Luckily for me, it was quite a different visit compared to previous ones. The explanation of the parade square, the flag poles, the triangular tower... all these, I've heard them four times. What's different for today, firstly, is our guide! Haha, I like his name. Fernadez! I think it's an account of deja-vu for me man! I was just discussing this name, Fernadez, with Stef and Justin. That the name sounds so pimp-y for a Spanish/Latin person. And a real Fernadez came along into my life. Haha, just cant get enough of this. But this Fernadez definitely gained my trust, attention and respect. He doesnt seem like any of the pimp aspect from the Latin point of view. Second difference for today's visit, I manage to taste combat rations. It's a really different experience. Oh ya, the mutton BRIYANI definitely tastes marvellous. 8 out of 10 from Justin is abit high. I'll only give 6.5 to 7 out of 10. And thirdly, well, there isnt any more differences. The combat ration is enough to leave a good impression of the army in my mind. AND THERE'S NO FLYING FOX OR WHATSOEVER!! SAMUEL AND STEF!! YOU TWO BLUFFED ME!! BRING WHAT PE PANTS?? FOR SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS?? Okay, I'm just getting too agitated out of nothing. Take heed of nothing...

I'm not getting enough of sleep these few days, even though Promos are over. It's a case of "persistance of wanting to play games until wee hours" scenario. I've only got myself to blame. I think I'll sleep early tonight, which means I didnt chipped in a fair share of hours into the puzzle.