Someone up there in the sky is making fun of me. What a day for two awkward events to happen all in 2-3 hours apart. I'm not going to say what this is, because I've more or less given up on this thing.

A nice line I learnt from Mrs Cheng's 'Who Moved My Cheese?' talk. But I've forgotten the actual line is. It is more or less talking about giving up old cheese for new ones. I'm going to apply this in my life, to ease the pain and forget the sufferings, although they are all mild now. Maybe it'll help release me from that shit entirely.

Yaowen's decision about that thing somehow looks like someone up there is telling me something. It seems to be telling me to re-look at my priorities again, to think about that matter again, and to re-consider my decision about it again. I must say, I feel proud and relieved to have come down to a decision. And I shall stick to it. By firmly deciding, you'll not feel the regret in future. Regret about why you hesistated back then, and not making a decision. Whether it's a positive or negative answer, at least there is a conclusion about the matter.