I can only say that all the stress I'm feeling now are all due to my stupid laziness in the past. In the past, I do not know how and why, but I always fail to absorb all the much needed essence of knowledge. And now? I'm struggling like shit. All my stress are self-induced. Damn, how I wish I can do something to alleviate my stress, but it's quite obvious that I would have to turn back time, do my work, study hard, then I can put stress all the way behind my arsehole. With the ever-coming-so-close promos, I can feel that I choking to death with digesting so much of those essence all at once. It's no easy stuff, yet at the same time, at such a rate of studying and mugging, I'll never be able to finish everything. Haha, well, since when will I ever finish studying my syllabus for the exam. Not for PSLE, not for 'O's, neither for common tests too. Sigh, it's so beyond my control. Say, let's just give it all up, settle in an uninhabitated island, and live happily ever after? Hurhur, where in the world now is there an uninhabitated island? Even if there is so, I'll not be able to live there, considering the conditions that made it uninhabitable. Whatever. Goodnite world!