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Saturday, September 11, 2004
Okay, so I'm not going to narrate my entire day of my life here. I'm going to stop exposing every minute of my private life here in blogspot. All thanks to Samuel's comments on my blog entries, I'll do just that. Why the hell am I conforming to his comments so willingly? Hmm, I guess he's just plain right about it. Sometimes, life just get so monotonous that I unconciously blog about my life, not of my thoughts. Actually, I do blog my thoughts, but I think 90% were just plain narration of my daily life. I'll stop doing that, for the sake of my readers, like Samuel and Daryl, who commented in this way. Narrative stories should just go into English Compositions. No more chances for that now, since GP only wants you to argue and evaluate. Sigh! Well, who gives a damn about my life? It goes on as usual everyday. What's the use of talking about something that has passed so narratively? It's plain useless, right Samuel? I think irritation and anger is contagious, at least it was for me just now. It spreaded from my mum to me. Vented it out on my younger brother though, poor him, but in a mild way. Who asked him to ask me schoolwork at the wrong time, when I'm full of explosives in my head? Luckily, there weren't any sparks, otherwise, pandemonium! I was thinking about this over a few weeks. I think friendships that are made fast, breaks fast too. It's just like a knot that is tied quickly. It may possibly come undone easily, since the knot wasn't tied properly due to the speed at which it was done. Why am I saying all these? Because I have experience this, fragile friendships being built quickly, and broken fast unknowingly. I believe, only when the bond has gone through thick and thin, will it become strong and taut. I'll say this from the bottom of my heart, that it is true. Of course, there are exceptions. Friendships, if made fast, and maintained well, will definitely become strong. No doubts about this. I guess my broken bonds of friendships, some of them, I must have maintained them weakly and half-heartedly. It's a real tragedy, that such things happen right in front of me. But I have to live through it. I have to experience this now, at an early age, not like when I'm in the 30s, when such things happen, I do not know how to handle them.
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