omigosh... i lost my voice when i woke up this morning... at first, i was awoken by my cute grandpa's arrival, and had to open the door for him. greeted him, and realised that my voice was like shit... that i had lost my voice... but i dun care and went back to sleep after he left, coz i was juz too tired. woke up again arnd 11+ and still, my voice was still shit... i knew i'm in some bad shape, having lost my voice... but by some miracle, after brushing my teeth and gulping down gallons of water down my throat, my voice came back! and the thing was, all along, my throat wasnt painful at all, which meant i din had sore throat or wad... dunno wad happened to my vocal box ya? hmmz... weird... voice lost and i found it back in juz a few mins... cool!

y izzit that nowadays there r some many nice television programme? so much so that i'm so distracted frm work? like on wed, there's amazing race and sg idol tgt? the time clashes for amazing race on scv axn, but luckily it shows at a later time slot on chnl 5. well, unluckily, it juz means that i'll only achieve doing little work on that day! and today? wanted to use the entire day to chiong work, but guess wad? again, tv pulls me away frm work... can say i'm not self-disciplined enough... but cant miss the tv show that i missed over the national wkend when i went up to kl. there was the re-run for ndp, and the re-run for the last episode of the chinese serial double happiness I. how to miss these two impt programme? oh well, cant argue much now, watched the two, and din use that time to do my work... and the best part of all? KO-ed on my mum's bed rite towards the end of NDP on tv... tsk tsk... wad can i say abt myself?

juz realised how i can be so easily irritated... when my diet is restricted, i'm so bloody irritated... thanks to this morning's experience of losing my voice, i cant eat oily and spicy stuff... no cold beverages, nothing else cooling coz i've got cough too... omigosh, found out another weakness of mine, and that's food... deprived me of some stuffs and i'll kill pple... i think jasin will know wad i'm talking abt and how i felt rite? haha... same kind of addict like me, but she's worst... coz she kop pple's food, half of everyone's share rite? haha... i dun okay? i only take a pinch if i really really want them badly... and still, if my craving persists, go buy them myself! or in your case, go buy them yourself! haha! dun kop pple's food... it's a vicious cycle, u kop pple's food, pple go hungry, then ppl start kopping other pple's food... and the cycle goes on! okay, i'm crappy and cranky... but u get my drift la rite?

i cant believe the wkend juz finish like dat... it's a new start of a brand new wk again! like how fast is that? and the promos r juz crawling near... i'm kinda worried for it... especially seeing how my attitude towards physics hasnt change much even though i failed it during ct... damnz... really scared... i've felt the sense of urgency in me alrdy... and i've got myself into the mugging mode alrdy... but still, i'm scared and worried...

die! interviews for track ex-co is on wed... luckily, there's no preparation needed for this... the only thing i'll be worried for, is this coming sat, where i've gotta make a speech... and election is also on that day... the day when everything is gonna make a huge difference for me... i need a leadership position kinda badly... but nothing can be forced i muz say... gotta let things go naturally. well, all i can do is to do my best? and aim high at the same time... once i try, i know that i did make an effort when i look back on this time...