okay, so the first person to response frm this "damsel in distress" is, not surprisingly, none other than, my twin, vince! hmmz... i'm glad and happy that he did response. i mean, a twin will easily know that the other half of the twin is in distress and save "this damsel". but still, it's hard to rectify this situation in NJ now. at least vince "has made NJ not look so shity".

of course, as i was saying, that NJ has got no pple i can turn to when i juz need someone there. the person i naturally turn to for immediate attention was yw. so, actually the person who light up my life, is him. (dun think so gay la huh?) "light up my life" this phrase came abt coz i'm listening to a song wif this line inside it. haha... oh ya, no need to go rack ur brain for solution to this stupid problem of mine. it's only a waste of ur brain resource. frm my econs knowledge, if something that u're investing in is not profitable, or making a loss in the long-run, pull off and shut down this factory immediately. this case may be a short-run thing, but i prefer to think of it as long-run, otherwise how to make u "shut-down"?

was chatting wif yw on msn. talking abt how NJ doesn't suit me. that is like how correct la. i think it's 1000000000000000% correct la! but so wad? there's nothing i can do now. it's juz that, i can say that i've made a wrong choice in coming to NJ. but of course, it's that "little bit" worth it in terms of making all those frends that i've made in NJ. great example? vince. i mean how in the world can i find a person wif the same bday as me? in my whole life, a frend who has the same bday as me? it all dates back till i was in kindergarten. well, as i was saying, i think i might hav been more happy in AC? it's the culture thingy la. after been in a happening place like acs(i), it's juz hard to fit into NJ, a place wif the "muggerish" virus. hAiz, dunno la. i guess it's a really really wrong choice to even put down NJ as my first choice. maybe becoz i always seem to be following the footsteps of my elder bro. this is one grave mistake la. but also partly becoz of my mum, who made me choose a JC other than ACJC. it's like, my brother was frm RV, so going to NJ is a correct choice. but a shift frm ACS(I) to NJ is wrong for me... hAiz...