okay, i've more or less do up a proper speech for tmr... not really sure how everything is gonna turn out, but i'm not looking at the best outcome... i think wad i'm thinking has a high chance of happening, and that is me ending up wif nothing at the end of the day. the best thing i can do now, is to practise my speech to the best, bear a little hope, tell myself that if i fail, at least i did try. i always think that it's important to at least try, coz if u dun, well, it fits the saying of "u'll miss 100% of your shots if u dun even shoot."

it's all for everything, for tmr... cant wait for it to be over, coz it's kinda bothering me... i do feel, whether izzit worth my effort, if i dun make it in at the end, but i sure know this thinking is wrong... it's the experience that counts rite? this is a cliche to me, which i haven really got it inside, but i do comprehend its meaning.

got a little disappointed wif somebody today... din really expect him to say that to me, which was to not bother him... well, how can i not bother him considering how close we are... but i think over again, and i understand the need for juz some peace to consolidate your thoughts, and find back yourself... hav u found yourself?

my hair is finally short! couldnt tahan it, growing so long... now they are all short and thin... yay... i hate my hair when it grows long and thick, and beyond my ctrl...