it's finally the end of the wk... i can take a breather now... and a little bit of pause... i'm really drowning in my own work and all the stuffs and responsiblity that i hav...

hAiz, i'm gonna miss my ACS(I)'s MR installation... i wun be able to see the nxt handover of the committee... damnz... i wanna see la, and also to go back to ACS(I) to look back at old times... it's so nostalgic... i wanna go back to AC to study... they're the best times of my life i muz say... wif all the best pple arnd me, whether very close or juz normal frends... they all rox... and not forgetting to mention the brotherhood... they're juz permanently there in my heart la!

today went to watch the spooks horror-themed magic show thanks to ming xian... all the magic performance r juz damn good i muz say... each and every magic, i juz cant find any loophole... really makes me wonder whether it is an illusion or not... but of course, towards the end, the magician-cum-pastor confessed that they are all but illusions... and it takes 25 yrs of practice to reach his standard... i guess all his hard work and effort really makes a great lot of difference... but becoz it's a church activity, towards the end, the magician-cum-pastor began preaching... abt the bible, abt Jesus and everything Christian... really felt like i was back in the AC days, when every morning there's the morning devotion, as well as the prayers and services like chapel... a methodist institution... wad else to expect? although i'm not a Christian or a Methodist or Catholic, i really find all the devotions very meaningful and interesting... all the stories tell something, a lesson to be learnt... it goes down well in shaping the characters of a person... i'm quite sure of that...

hav to get back to my serious mood of studying... really cant play arnd anymore, although i haven been doing so... but juz that, i can feel the sense of urgency inside me now, for the promos... really scared of it, especially for my physics... can see that my attitude towards the subject hasnt change... and no change only means that it'll be a repeat again for my promos... but i sure do not want that repeat, a F9 for my physics... but all this drowning of myself in the mugginess environment really takes a toll on me... sucks... the life out of me... but i've been trying to stay cheerful everyday...