damnz... it's 1442 now... i'm at home... yup, weird huh? nah, it's easy to figure out... i'm sick!! actually, it isnt so bad la... but i manage to plan and see ahead... this day of break frm school is a long-term "investment"... okay, i'm talking cock... well, i'm juz trying to mean this. my cough and flu hasnt been subsiding... and i've even taken medicine for my cough, but nothing changes... so i knew i need to pay the doctor a visit. but when i realised this, it was last nite... if i need to go see a doctor, i really dunno when that will be... wed's evening? but i'm juz afraid that there will be training that day... and it'll be far too long for me... i knew i'll juz collapsed... so, to be on the safer side, i decided to skip school today and see the doctor... isnt that good? i'll surely be able to get well by tues... only one day of school that i'll guarantee i'll miss... not like playing some form of gamble and see how far i can hold on... i've tried that last thurs... and it felt like shit... dun wanna feel that shit no more...