oh man!!! i screwed up my chem SPA... okay, maybe not as bad as some ppl, but at least i know that i screwed it up. regina, stef and justin screwed it up real badly. oh well, wad can we do alrdy? feel depress and get it over wif? maybe...

hAiz, dunno wad's wrong wif me today... i practically din feel rite wif the girls out in town... it was a big grp of girls, all of them whom i know, but i juz suddenly couldn't get into wad they're talking abt... especially regina, dunno wad crap she's always talking abt... i tell ya, when u're alone wif a grp of girls, and that if u're a guy, leave them as soon as u can... coz u juz cant get into their topics of conversation... harland came to "substitute" me soon after i left... luckily... i mean, i dunno how harland manage to stay on... i had to leave to meet my aunt... hmmz... well, dunno lah... i guess today's a wrong day, woke up on the wrong side of the bed i guess...

oh man... i suddenly feel the "screwed-up" feeling very strongly... guess it's all thanks to common tests, my screwed-up cca career in nj, and the depression in everyone... i dunno la... but i'm quite easily influenced by other's emotions... i dun think i shld be like this, i shld not be influenced, and be my happy cheerful self if i am, so that i can brighten up other pple's day... hmmz... i really dunno whether can i do that... but mentioning abt my cca, it's really bloody hell screwed up...

to whoever is reading this, dun tell anyone okay? i pon my track camp! hAiz, qutie disappointed wif myself... but i juz dunno lah, my mood wasn't rite... the same line, i feel damn screwed up...



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