Thursday, July 01, 2004
common tests r bloody hell unofficially over... all the major papers r finally behind my arse! well, left CL listening and chem SPA skill 'A'. but at least these two papers r still manageable!
i'm seriously damn dead! out of 4 subs, excluding GP and MT, i believe i'll do badly for all. there's only a small glimmer of hope for my chem, but totally no hope for econs and physics. as for maths, i'm not sure, but it easily falls into the latter category. hAiz, i feel damn screw up. i've never felt like this before la, but it's juz so now. stupid common tests, only serves to screw pple's lives up, before and after it. kanasai! my grades will easily be OFFF. imagine my GP gets an F, it'll be F OFFF! haha!
physics will be my worst, yet i spent the greatest effort for it. not in terms of studying duration, but that i woke up at 3am in the morning juz to study it. it's all becoz i din study for physics early during the hols, that's y i'm suffering now. damnz! i practically stepped into my home the day before the physics paper, with only the knowledge of the first two chpts. and bloody hell r the first two chpts not the most impt la! rite at the day before the physics paper, i did the equivalent of 3 papers. maths paper in the morning, CL compo and CL main paper. kanasai! i was left wif half my life after finishing the maths paper. and yet there's still CLAO to tackle! wtf? kAoz! went home in the end a dead person, how to study for physics? i only had the stamina to cover two-third of physics of fluid and i cannot tahan alrdy. there's no way i can put anything into my mind. i was really at the opposite of my peak. head for slumberland and woke up at 3am to finish up physics of fluid, gravitational field and circular motion. by then, it was 4+am, and i cannot tahan alrdy. had plans to study all the way till i go to school, but i juz couldn't hold on. head back to sleep again. went to school in the end covering only so little topics. how to even try to score an 'AO' pass? no way la! and 'by no miracle', was the paper easy or wad. i know how i did it, and i know i've 'F'-ed my physics paper!
chinese oral is a bloody hell waste of time! kanasai! my opportunity cost was going to watch spiderman 2 wif my class! wah lau! this opportunity cost is really regretable, yet there's no way i can do anything wif it. hAiz, now that so many of them hav watched it, i gotta find other 'kakis' to go watch it wif me! seems like those who went for it, stepped out a happy person, wif nothing but praises for the show. i juz really cant wait to see myself sitting down at the cinema watching the show... WOO!!
okay, i'm damn excited for the euro match later. the excitement is due to my bet... haha! wad else? i mean, juz the match alone is exciting enough la, but to add on, i bet money on that match. czech better win... otherwise i can go cry a river out! the best scenarion will be czech wins, and it's a total goal of 4. haha! woohoo! i juz cant wait!
