Tuesday, July 06, 2004
after reading a person's blog, i suddenly felt something. it's like, whenever i blog, i somehow restrict my thoughts in the entry becoz of maybe some ppl who might be reading my blog. but becoz of reading the person's blog, i feel that i shld juz blog wad i want, dunnit to care abt who that might be reading it. it's my blog, no obligations, no restrictions! i wun name this person, but i believe this person knows who he/she is. although i look like i'm copying u or wad, i think in another way, i'm juz learning frm u...
well, it's rare that i dun blog for long. but now that school has resume, my blog entry's rarity has increased.
let's talk abt euro 2004. omigosh, i cant believe that greece won. maybe teamwork does really work. i shld actually learn frm them, at a cost. haha, this cost is juz my loss in betting la! wadever it is, greece won and that's a fact. i think greece has the luck and opportunity la! hosting olympics, and now winning euro 2004. i think it's greece's time, their fengshui muz be gd! juz who did they consult?? i wanna get that fengshui master's no. i needa change my life for a better... watched the finals 'live' at ungodly hours, in the end neva sleep enough and on that same day, went out to watch spidey 2 wif yulin. omigosh, i drained myself mentally and a little physically that day.
went out on a 'date' wif yulin on mon. finally got my chance to watch spidey 2 loh!! so happy. it's like, the whole world has seemed to watched it alrdy. knew that yulin hasnt watched, so i told her, if she's gonna watched spidey 2, watch it wif me. ya, and so we did, thankfully, coz if she diden, up till now, i still might not hav watched it yet. wanted to get other pple, but mich had her frends, and yx declared that day a mugging day... wth?? i juz got no comments abt yx's action lah! spidey 2 is good! but i juz learn one thing, watch a movie wif low or no expectations... coz somehow, my expectations were rather high when i watched spidey 2, and so in the end, i din really find that show fantastic. when it ended, i knew that i din really enjoy the show as much as i expected... it's really a waste. maybe it could be the strong monday blues that was coming up in me. or maybe that the show juz wasn't really fabulous... i guess too much exposure of peter parker was a mistake. y show his face to the public? i mean, in the first spidey, i really really wanted mary jane to know that it was peter parker who was spidey, but now that in spidey 2, she knows the real id of spidey, i think the mysterious feeling is gone, and so goes my rating for the show. the story plot abit plain la, but the cinematic effects were really superb!
talking abt speaking wad i want in my blog, well, going out wif yulin alone made me think 'left right centre, up down forward backward'. looks a little complicated? well, it juz simply means i was thinking abt alota stuffs... it's like, i neva went out wif a girl alone to watch a movie alone before, other than my aunt. so, in my mind, i was somehow thinking abt something that might happen out of this 'date'. i was thinking this, thinking that, thinking that something's gonna happen. but every now and then, i'll juz chuckle to myself and say that no such things r gonna happen and that i was juz thinking too much. town was really flooded wif youngsters trying to catch spidey 2 too, so in the end, we watched spidey 2 at great world GV grand. the first available slot to us was 'selling fast', and when we got to the counter, there were only 'first-row' seats available. talk abt 'first-class' seats, there were juz only 'first-row' seats la! so we decided for the nxt available time-slot. had quite some time before the show started, so we walked arnd great world. she ate her subway sandwich, i juz pei her arnd, din felt like makaning... i drank malibu dream, and she, ice-blended mocha, frm coffee bean. there was juz time to kill, and great world being not so great, we juz sat down somewhere to chat. abt the earlier thoughts of 'those stuffs'? din come to my mind. i guess i finally realise wad's the actual meaning and feeling of 'chemistry'. i really really do think that u only understand something when u either lose it or u dun hav it. in my case, i dun feel it, that's y i think i understood the meaning of 'chemistry'. yulin is a nice girl, she's pretty too. she's considered an eye candy to jl, more than that to 'nike', derwin's er-hem! yeah, my point being, she's rather sought after by guys in our school. but somehow, there she was, rite nxt to me in the cinema, nxt to me when we're chatting, i juz din feel a thing. maybe i juz couldnt forget abt dxxxx? well, i dun think so, coz i asked myself this question. i really do think that there's this lack of chemistry between us, therefore resulting in no special 'feeling'... the whole 'date' juz ended wif strong monday blues feeling inside me. i think i was juz more concerned wif feeling sian abt having to go school the nxt day...
wif this whole incident, i began to think abt wad it really feels like to be in love... but i've neva experienced it before, not even coming close to it, other than the not-too-far-back dxxxx. i think love shld come when u least expect it to, that's when it really feels sweet. hmmz, oh well, i dun think that this will happen in the near future.
school has started, and of course, not surprisingly, it is v.sian. oh ya, we hav a new GP tutor. replacing florence yap can neva be the nxt best thing in school. although he may be a nerdy geek, or geeky nerd, how u wanna call him, i do think that he's better than florence yap. better in the sense that i'll not fall asleep as easily, but still do.
and proceeding to lt5 for econs lec, met up wif reika 'mummy'! she's in the same GP class as dxxxx. they too hav a new GP tutor, and came along the 'self-intro' procedure. everyone had their share, and coming to dxxxx's turn, she did her stuff, but was interrupted somewhere by someone. and this someone said that she's attached. reika 'mummy' was surprised to hear that, and she asked me whether her 'significant other' was me... how i wish that was true, but nope, life is neva so good! i told 'mummy' that her 'other' wasn't me, and she got quite shocked to hear that. i think she was expecting some good news frm her 'son', but i guess i juz gotta tell her the ugly truth. over in econs lec, i asked 'mummy' again who that person who interrupted was. she told me who, and also asked me "u still cant forget her right?". this line frm her made me realise that i really did cant forget her. who says that forgetting someone or something is such an easy task? no one...
vince, regarding ur post entitled 'What's up with her?' i dunno wad to say. all i can say is that it's hard to read a girl's mind. i'll observe and tell u wad i see...
it's investiture tmr. might hav been my day. but in reality, it isn't. i'm alrdy out for so long. not that i can't accept the fact. i juz like to always say things that i might hav been in but i'm actually not. who cares, i'll juz go to sleep now. not like i'll lose sleep over this. and i gotta pack my training stuffs. i've decided to be a gd boy now, not gonna keep on 'ponning' trainings. main aim is juz to keep fit la, and improve my 2.4km timing until godly clockings. heehee! i can be ambitious, but the flesh can be weak at times.
