Monday, June 14, 2004
whoa... quite a terrifying experience. actually, not really la. it's juz that it's been a long time since i had a talk wif my dad. very impromptu though. i was collecting my wk's allowance, and then he began asking me things after things, not questioning me la, but juz some stuffs... and then it went on and went on until he asked me wad i'll want to take up when i go university. hmmz, yaowen may know la, i told him before that i haven made up my mind abt this stuff. but in actual fact, ever since that time, i did think abt wad i'll want to do in future.
i remembered that there was one nite, i thought abt my dad's business until i couldn't sleep. haha! foolish and stupid me rite? i was wondering if there was chances for it to expand. considering how much i've learnt frm econs, i din relate much to wad i've learnt. or rather, those that i know how to apply, can't be much of a help, while those that can relate easily, i dun understand them well. oh well, it's like, i was thinking of how my dad's business could expand. frm wad i see, frm the resources that my dad has now, there is a limit to how much he can expand. if we try to reach out to the big market too much, and then demand greatly surges, and that supply cannot meet demand, then it's no use. aiyah, dun want to throw all my thoughts and ideas here la, i'll juz keep them in mind. whether they r useless or useful, i may juz discuss wif my dad in future la, if possible... haha! everything gotta start frm weird ideas! hmmz... hehehe!
but anyway, had a great talk wif my dad. since i gave a deep and thorough thought abt his business, the idea of studying business in university cross my mind. hmmz, dunno la, juz a thought. at least there is a path that i may take. initially it was like, i have totally no idea abt wad i want to take in university lor! i mean, another option other than engineering. hmmz... ya...
harland came over to talk to me on msn in the nite. he touched the piece of glass that's still stabbed in my heart. quite painful though. although i said that i've given up, i've not given up totally. yes, i'm talking abt 'that incident'... the 'd' thing. he came and tell me that he heard of that rumour. the d&b rumour. hmmz... i tried my best to close my eyes on that incident, but my sense of hearing is not within my ctrl. hAiz, it's painful to hear wad harland has to tell me. but i dun really blame him. he means gd. he's trying to let me know of wad he has heard. in his mind, i think he feels the need to let me know abt this, juz in case i dunno. oh well, harland means good anyway. argh... i shall not talk abt this matter anymore. it's not the first time i'm mentioning this. shld i continue, i'll be repeating myself again. hAiz...
