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Sunday, June 13, 2004
never have i washed up so many dishes at one go in my life. all in all, it took me abt 10-15mins to wash up everything. haha! is that considered fast or slow? or does it not reflect the no of dishes that i cleaned? hmmz... dunno la! but i'll say that it is alot! surprise anot? i do help out wif household chores and stuff okay? damn, din manage to go swimming as well as a tan today! it's quite a waste. i saw that the weather today is so fine! and mr.sun is shining brightly, not like he is hiding behind the clouds... hmmz, maybe another time ba. kanasai, my 'high' frm yest did not last long. it's all becoz of having to trash things out wif a frend of mine. hAiz, it wasn't a pleasant conversation i muz say. but it is essential. as i said, hav to trash things out. say out things that we're not happy abt wif each other. hAiz, wad to do? it's unavoidable... i guess i'm really too kaypoh liao, as wad the person said. and my kaypoh-ness has got to do wif me thinking too much and too deep, and me thinking too much has led me to my downfall of many things, juz like wad that person said too. it's sad though, that i hav to admit that he's rite, totally rite. but i dunno y, it's not like i can ctrl it, i sure do want to change this, but frm young, i've been a deep thinker. when i've got nth better to do, i'll think. when i'm lying on the bed, juz before falling into slumberland, i'll think too. everyone does think of something else every now and then. but for my case, it's quite an extreme. i think of anything and everything, almost culpable to saying that i'll think of all the permutation and combination to a particular thing. i needa go and reflect things wif myself... something quoteworthy: 'maybe god wants us to meet a few wrong pple before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we shld know how to be grateful for that gift.' i said earlier on that i was a deep thinker. hmmz, wif this time being no exception, this particular thing came to my mind. i dunno la, but i juz want to get it off my chest. it's like, if i want to apply this quote to my experience, all i wanna say is that, i sure did not meet this wrong person. she's not wrong in my context, it's juz that she's a person in my life that i hav failed to cherish correctly. ya, that's all i wanna say. i muz say that i've learnt alot frm this experience, and i better remember them well, so that i do not commit the same foolish mistake(s) again in future. quoteworthy no.2: "unless u let go of wad u've got, u'll never hav anything greater than that." quoteworthy no.3: "a truly wise man is one who learns to live both in this world and also in the world inside him." credits to Vikas Malkani for quote no 2 & 3...
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