Thursday, June 17, 2004
i've finally got down studying seriously... haha! kinda proud of myself... although the pace is still not rite yet, as in at this rate of studying, i'll never finish anything, i believe i can get down to the correct speed of studying... it'll take a while la, coz i haven touch my brain for serious studying for a bloody long time liao! i think ever since 'o' lvls, i've never studied like mad...
hmmz, i din study alot today... only touched the first two chpts for chem... really v.little lor! gotta buck up and study more. can really tell when u've never studied for a long time. how? here's how... when u put such tremendous stress on your brain to absorb alota things, and then u begin to feel super sleepy, ya, that's when u really haven touch ur brain for a long time... and i really mean studying seriously! haha!
it's been boring days after boring days... but without a choice. common test r coming and i've really got to study hard for them. hAiz... common test screws pples' lives up! so idiotic!!!
ate my dinner over the computer. was watching those movies which i've been leaving them rotting in my com. so for today, i was watching x-men... haha! yuppie, it's so cool, and yuppie, i din watched it in the cinema, coz nobody went to watch wif me la! haiyo... sad rite? but never mind! it's really cool! i like storm, i like iceman... heehee! their powers r really unique and cool... still got lotsa movies i've yet to watch on my com... will watch them when i hav the time... got nothing else better to do mah... actually, wad made me start watching all these movies on my com, was all thanks to nette... it's like, there was once i was talking to her over msn, then she was watching some taiwan drama serial, and that particular show she was watching, was d/l from the net, and then, i thought back, i d/l stuffs from the net to watch too, but there r many which i've yet to watch... so now, got chance, will watch those movies which i've missed... and which r rotting in my com space... might as well watch them now, might not hav the chance much later on when school re-opens u know...
was watching 'a child's hope' on chnl 8, that show which touches on the theme of children wif kidney failure... ya... when i was watching the show, i really really begin to realise that my life ain't so bad after all... someone else out there is really suffering like shit, and compared to me, well, dunnit to even compare la... i'm really v.fortunate to be healthy and all... hAiz, that's life! i really needa reflect my how i treat my life, how i spend it, how i use it, how i reward it... heehee =) i'm gonna live much more happily! also to add on to the incident where i narrowly got hit by a falling tree branch, no matter wad la... i mean, life still has to go on whether u're happy or sad, so y not live it happily... i may sound very cliche, but still, there's some truth in that line... i'll always remind myself, and the pple arnd me, that it's definitely a better choice to live life happily... sMiLe! cheer up! =)
