finally, after two wks of not going for training, i've stepped onto the track and started running hard! it was a tough and gruelling process, before,during and after training. before training, i woke up to the nice melody of ff8's balamb garden theme song played by my nokia 3100. opened my eyes, and i was damn damn damn tempted to fall back onto the soft and comfortable bed of mine. omigosh, the temptation was really hard to resist. but i dunno la, thinking back at how discipline yaowen was at going back for training on sunday, i told myself to juz go for training. yaowen! u're one great influence to me! and this is one gd influence! heehee! i'm glad.

couldn't get used to training, considering that i haven run so hard for 2 wks. but at least i managed to finish the set of 5x100m. thought i couldn't finish it. was struggling alot for my 4th 100m. but i pushed on, and finished it, together with the 5th one. woohoo. the feeling is so satisfying, yet draining to my mind at the same time. it's mentally tough, not juz for the physical part leh!

cant think of anything to do after training. js was down over at j8 with lyn. as i said previously, i din want to disturb them or wad. so anything abt meeting them or somewhere along the line, i said no. getting close to that, i also said no. and i tried my best to not get myself there too.

so in end, decided to go down to dkny club 21 for a meal. initially, i wanted to get my usual double dose of chocolate, which is a cuppa iced chocolate, and rocky road fudge. but in the end, din manage to do so. i ordered hot pastrami and iced chocolate. well, ice chocolate cannot run away one lah... i'll surely order that drink one. haha, dunno y also. today over at club 21, saw a newcomer, as in a new colleague maybe? juz that i never see her before. all i know is that my cousin calls her 'ah girl'. haha. she's v.pretty lor! but one thing puts me off, and that was when i saw her draw a pack of cigarettes frm her pocket. when i saw that, then i naturally din find her so attractive. but not that i want to ostracise smokers la. i juz dun like cigarettes and smoking. i'm harping on the thing, not the person. okay? but anyway, my cousin so nice again, treated me to the ice chocolate again. i'm so happy! got treat! =) haha!

when i left that place, my cousin popped this question, "go where? going out with 'd' ah?" then it was like, i dunno how to answer her, so i juz said, "no lah!". juz like that. then i left that place, thinking abt this thing again. on the bus, i was wondering to tell my cousin wad happen anot. not a long thought though, after a while, decided to tell her that we were over liao. hmmz, well, at least she knows now, and she wun ask me the wrong questions. promised to fill her in properly the nxt time. and i guess it'll be on thurs, when i see her again to deliver her fixed pc. this is cousin of mine is my fairy godma! =)