SUNDAY!! one of the greatest day of the week! i got to sleep until really late... okay, not very late but until i happy... that's quite important liao!! but actually, there was supposed to be 'brotherhood' meeting one! and because my younger bro has mid-yr exams, factor in my parents are going out, and factor in again that my elder brother, as always, going out to pak-toh, i'm forcefully grounded at home to look after my younger bro... therefore, i couldn't go for the brotherhood meeting...

so? my day? been spending it watching over my younger brother studying and doing his work while i did my work too... was scolding him now and then, here and there... coz he's like v.cunning one... he had to follow a time-table my mum laid out for him... so there will be a time period for him to rest and stuff... so, how's he cunning? he'll purposely waste time until the rest period comes... he'll go shit... and shit for quite a while... and waste time, so that his rest period can come faster... another way, he slack arnd, walk here and there, but this time, i fed-up, scolded him!! i knew he was trying to waste time, so i juz shouted at him in his face to get back to work... there is a limit to a person's threshold of tolerance lor! and he's a person without integrity... he had this rest period of 15 min, and so he went to watch tv, i din say much, i went to shower... and when i came out, abt 15 min later, i juz shot him a stern look... and asked him, exactly how long is 15min... well, he knew wad i was getting at and took his own sweet time to find the remote ctrl to switch the tv off... hAiz, pple!! whoever that finds my bro cute?? plz!! dun say that into my face! i'll juz vomit blood...

finally settled down to do some work for this weekend... i totally did not touch any work for friday and saturday... that's y i told myself i better get down to do work over sunday... so, i did GP, maths, econs... well, only GP was complete... for maths tutorial and econs tys, they were halfway done... heck care lah... and there's still the econs wksht 5 case study which i haven even done it... i'll juz give some lame excuse to stacy tan lah... now that she's back... shit man!! wah lau... ms heng left liao... dammit! for maths, i tried to do lah... but no mood, so anyhow do and scribble... will juz tell her i dunno how to do and show her the scribblings...

went out for dinner with my entire family... went to the alexandra food village to eat... there's this stall called 'rong guang', which serves super delicious food there... standard always there... nv dropping, nv failing... really enjoyed my dinner there... but the more important thing was during dinner, i msg nette something...

i was asking nette bout whether she heard anything abt me from diana... i think i was getting a little impatient... i had the intention of writing something to diana... all those out there, those of u who knows the econs cause-effect thingy?? yah, i wanted to do that... but i only did the cause and effect part and had to leave for dinner... and along the way to dinner, i thought of asking nette's opinion... but i started off asking her whether she hear anything frm diana bout me...? and the first reply came back with some obvious tone... nette had juz seen my blog... so she knew more or less wad i'm trying to mean... but ya, in the end, i decided not to continue with my writing... the thing abt starting off as friendship?? ya, it has sunk into my head, it has been driven to my head... so now, my thoughts are very clear... i'll work on our friendship... really, both of us doesn't know each other well enough, and there's no way anything can work out... i'll need to talk to her, which i'm not... but still, there's the problem of me being left out when the s12 ppl engage in their conversation... therefore, i'll have to work real hard in this area... jiangshui suggested to me to start my own conversation... well, it's good i must say... so, everyone help me jia you?? support me?? give me the moral support... i'll know it when u juz give me 'the' look at the right time...

i've straightened out my thoughts... things have to start as friends, otherwise nothing fruitful will come out... but i have to keep my enthusiasm there... i shld not let it fizzle out... it's like, i've given her the flowers... i've shown wad i want to show... she shld know it... so i must not let it look like i'm giving up or wad... my interest still has to be shown, my enthusiasm still has to be kept alive, my care and concern will not die out... DO YOUR BEST JASON!! work hard... JIA YOU!! GANBATTE!!