stayed home today. din go school. y? coz i wasnt feeling well. woke up this morning feeling super weak. i guess it's due to over-fatigue. haven been sleeping enough for the past few days. accumulative effect has done its toll on me. i needa rest well to recover. went to see the doc, he only pescribed me paracetemol and antibiotic. guess this more or less confirms that i've overworked myself.

funny thing was, i was talking to mr tiew the nite before, and he was telling me to sleep early, and to take care of myself coz there's this virus going arnd infecting pple. and my reply to him was that i'm strong, i wun succumb to this virus and that i was excercising enough(from my training) to keep myself at bay frm it. and BANG, now i'm at home recuperating. haha, mr tiew, your mouth so zhun one ah? not very zhun though, i'm not attacked by a virus, my body is juz aching and tired from dunno wad. dunno whether will i be well enough to go school tmr... let's juz see... i got two days mc anyway...

my bro juz got his nokia 6230!! omigosh, it's got bluetooth capability. i want that!! aargh! my stupid 3100, a budget colour phone, has got no infrared, let alone bluetooth capapbility. hAiz, juz be patient bah... anway, my bro also advise me on not getting such a phone too soon, coz i'll be going to the army anyway, and that most phone with bluetooth capapbility has cameras. and cam-phones are not allowed in bases and camps of singapore. hAiz, that's y, patience!! PATIENCE!!

my ac brotherhood meeting is coming soon. heard frm yaowen that there'll be extras. but i thought they were only those other than the six of us. like lionel, jasin and huitze. okay, they aren't really extras, juz pple other than the six of us. but this time, he mentioned josiah peh, who i dun know at all, even how he looks like. dunno lah... hope i can maybe get to know well. and also, seems like lionel has manage to get amanda. hAiz, pple r getting into their pairs. i'm feeling sad... i'm feeling depressed. hAiz, not that i'm objecting or wad, it juz reminds me of things. wadever...

got online today, and saw her nick. it says "i'm sorry things had to turn out this way." hAiz, seeing this, makes me feel real sad. i dunno y. it's like, i'm the cause for her depression on this matter at the moment. i feel kinda guilty. but i juz dunno wad to do. maybe i'll go consult jiangshui or wad. i feel that my hunch on the misunderstanding i meantioned in the last blog, to be very true. i think i was kinda like pressuring her or wad, and that wasn't my intention. i was juz trying to show my feelings. hAiz, dunno lah, i'll go consult pple now. tata! i need my rest too. hope i'll be feeling well enough to go school tmr. but if i'm not, then i continue to rest bah...