okay... manage to get my blog up to a decent state. frankly speaking, it's not exactly at wad i want it to be, but being decent enough for show, at least i can go sleep in peace. had been spending the whole day fixing up my blog, coz it kinda suck. i guess i'll continue in search for more html codes another day to improve the look of my blog.

i feel so stupid today. shldn't have tried to be a hero. had two-days mc to cover me yest and today. but it's like, the lectures and tutorials today r like all so impt, and i dun want to miss them. so i decided to go down to school. i really slept alot yest, almost the whole day was spent sleeping. i woke up feeling fine, but the moment i got up onto the bus, i began to feel like shit. din care still, went to school. walking to atrium felt like shit. gathering at the atrium felt like shit. assembly also felt like shit. still went for chem lect, since i'm in school anyway. got into the lt, lecture began. woah, i felt drained. i cant listen to the lecturer, i had difficulty copying down things onto my notes. it was abit of a torture chamber. so, immediately after chem lect, i went to take blue slip. couldn't find wen lao shi, but manage to get mr tiew. and mr tiew is such a nice guy, fetch me out to the bus stop when the side-gate has closed. i greatly greatly appreciate that lah! coz it's like, i'm feeling super weak, and if i were to walk out to the bus-stop the long way, i'll practically die lah!! by the time i reached the bus-stop, almost half my life will be gone. it's the first time in my whole jc life i took a blue slip... i even asked mr tiew how come he fetched two blue slips for me, then i found out that one was to be kept by me, and the other other by my ct. haha!

damnz... i can't go for flag day tmr. my mum juz wun allow. it may be for the better, but i was really really looking forward to the flag day. i remembered the previous time when s10 did flag day, it was so much fun lah! hAiz, damnz, can't do flag day tmr... wad a waste. let's juz hope i get well soon and then we can all hit out to play for a few days... heehee =)

my angel-mortal game that i played during the first three months hasn't really died yet. i'm still in contact with my mortal...(heck care my angel lah, i doubt he even recognises me, :x) but my mortal is a nice guy... was talking to him abt things that happen recently. well, u shld know wad i'm referring to. i juz dun want to mention abt it anymore. i'm glad to have such a mortal, someone who i feel that i can trust and pour my sorrows. and it all din take long for him to gain my trust and everything. he's good la... it was a good talk. not too far back, i was telling jiangshui, that for this particular thing, i'll want to, and need to, talk to alot of pple in order for me to feel better, but at the same time, i dun want so many pple to know. so it's some shity business. oh well, not bad lah, i can still talk to my mortal abt it... one more person to share my burden. hmmz...

i shld go rest le... not getting early leh! tata!