okay... so many things have happen on two days alone... one being v.high, while the other being v.low! two extremes... wad can i say? life is just like that?? hAiz, dun care lah!! the two things that happen, resulting in my two extremes, involves the same whole group of people! well, two people only??

okay, the high part... friday was the NJC choir nite! very long time ago, had the intention of going, coz must support 'mummy' reika and 'niece' ningru!! did not have any company at first, so din really bother to get the tix! but after that, at the v.last min, asked s12 whether they r going, or rather, whether is diana going, and yes, she's going! so, at this eleventh hour, tried to get a tix, and ya, ningru manage to get me one! and so, this idea came to me suddenly, i'm going to get white roses for diana... and so i did, on thurs nite, rush down to holland v., after advises and directions frm my fairy god-ma... went home, msged lynette, told her i finally ordered the flowers... bad news came, s12 may not go down to the choir concert coz there's solaris cheerleading practise... i had cheerleading practise too, for lignum... and even asked uiaik the house captain whether can i be released early... he gave me a positive reply, that's y i went to order the flowers... so the news of s12 not going down for choir nite did not really hit me badly, coz i believe i could still go get the flowers and deliver it to her hands! and besides, i've already ordered them, can't expect me to chew down all the petals down my throat rite?? haha, okay, i'm being lame... and so friday came, with me being excited as to wad's going happen that day! cheerleading practise went on as planned... lignum cheerleading practise ended early, and unexpectedly, solaris ended early too... so, s12 decided to go for the choir nite at the super last min... i got into a state of panic, or rather thrown into it! my tix is still wif ningru lor, coz i thought we wun be going at all, so i left my tix wif her, wif the intention of her being able to sell it off to another party... and she knows that i might not be going too, and ya... that's the best way possible then... but now, my tix is in her hands... so screwed up!! tried to contact her real hard!! but couldn't... and finally, my saviour came at this moment, and he's none other than my great twin, vince!! vince, did u know u were my saviour at that very moment?? i told him that i had no tix to get in, when s12 will be able to get in to the performance... and came along another call frm vince to tell me his frend got a spare tix... omigosh, those were some fine words that i'm loved to hear!! and with those words, i went down to collect my white roses at holland v. with a lighter heart... rushed down to holland v. by 74! collected my flowers and came another nitemare!! i waited for bus no.7 for damn long, so long that i gotta take a cab... whoa, lucky me, i brought enough cash that day, otherwise i can juz go cry and bang my head on the wall! although luck was with me there and then, the moment i got on the cab, some was stuck off... guess wad?? the cabby didn't really know where VCH is?? omigosh... his reason? he thought it might have moved to elsewhere, but i accepted this reason lah, coz i too heard not too long back that there were plans for VCH to move... oh well, the exciting part is coming... i managed to reach VCH on time, in the sense as to walk into the performance during the intermission... and with the bouquet of white roses in my left hand, i started to run to VCH entrance the moment i got off the cab... found out that s12 is in the cafe, i rush there to give the bouquet of white roses, this time with two hands, to Diana. People there to witness, S12=lynette,shaun,brent, extras but essential=vince,mr tiew!! haha, okay, the 'extras' part is just joking okay?? and ya, with that, the bouquet finally got into the hands of the intended! Diana!

msgs came flooding in... okay, shldn't use flood, coz there wasn't really so much! but ya, mr tiew msg me 'Well done!' immediately after i gave the flowers to diana. and in the VCH, vince msg me to tell me to 'jia you'! haha! the situation there and then, i dunno how to describe... but ya, i was v.happy to give the flowers to diana! many things went thru my mind, such as whether does she like them, and wad's going thru her mind... many things... but one thing's sure... i think i was being v.confident then... coz i did not felt v.nervous or wad... i juz got into the cafe, greeted diana, and said, "these white roses are for you"... haha... this thing sure made me real high!! getting back to our seats in VCH, i told myself not to be so stone and not to be like wad happen during dance nite, not talking to her AT ALL!! well, there was some improvements this time, but not good enough i know... lynette was like scolding me, dun be so stoned!! so, i chatted abit lah! ya... asked her whether she likes the flowers and other things... haha... i'll never forget that nite lor!!

with the high part ending, here comes the low part!! i tried to ask diana out!! the beginning of this story is v.weird!! and luckily it din end this way!! i know that it's best to ask her out thru the phone or face-to-face! and so, i chose to call her! and guess wad? she din pick up... and the reason is... her phone's charging and there's no vibration... wad a situation!! my first date that i tried to set up, and it juz gotta happen this way!! happen in the way that it started off real badly... oh well, i sure did thought that it end up this way!! then i went online, and saw diana online, but she's under 'away'... so i thought that she's real busy with something... and when she's off the 'away' tag, i asked her... wanted to call her again, as in to ask her personally... but coz her hp's charging, i was left with no choice, but to ask her on msn... which is one real great boo-boo... and so how did it ended up this time?? she cant make it!! haiya... so sad lor... this time, reason being her mum wouldn't allow her to go out on sunday... coz this whole wk, she's been coming out real late... and so her mum's not happy!! oh man... sian lah!! this is the low part for saturday!! hAiz...

and there's this thing... which i know i shld not think in this way... coz it's real bad... but i'm a person who thinks quite alot... so it juz keeps coming back to my mind... i dunno y i think in this way, but it's like... i dunno whether diana telling me the whole truth?? oh gosh, but it's like... i shld not doubt her words lor!! but i juz can't help think that whether is she finding an excuse to not go out wif me?? oh man... i gotta change that thinking... but luckily, this particular kind of thought, is juz a fast and short one... in my mind, i was telling myself... it's all true!! becoz, all that she says makes sense... oh well, i hope that i'm not juz trying to delude myself, which i'm good at... but ya... i sure do trust her words lah!!