monday... monday blues weren't exceptionally strong... but it was there... a long day indeed... of school of course... hAiz, studying will never come to an end, or so for the nxt 17 months or so... tsk tsk tsk... this is kinda unbearing... common test haven even come and i feel so dead already... wad can i do??

attended GP today... y mention GP?? coz i 'pon' double GP last thurs... haha, it was like damn sian lah... din even felt like going on thurs... initially had the thoughts of going late, and give some lame excuses... but in the end, saw michelle and huiyan 'ponning' too, i decided not to go in the end... so GP today?? was abit scary lah... only in the sense of not being able to tell wad florence yap will ask me... but still, do i care?? i done it already, so y scared?? so i juz gave some lame excuse, said i wasn't feeling well, went oasis to sleep... and she asked me for a blue slip, and i told her i din even get it... so there was nth she could do... she told me to either get a blue slip the nxt time such a thing happens or juz turn up for class... oh well, IF there is a nxt time lah... but i 'pon' the 2hr GP, gotta make up for it, and i'm gonna make up with lunch?? shit lah... wad a waste lah... but compare 2hr of torture with her in class with 40min of lunch time, give and take lah... haha =)

stepped into physics practical lesson today... had no pract at all... juz go thru tutorials and assignments of 'motion in a circle'... but the thing is, the moment i stepped in, i saw michael tay's black face... i was like, shit lah, he's having a black face, and the cows are flying in the sky liao... well, i'm juz referring to how rare such a thing will happen... dunno wad happen though... jiangshui and i tried to go and talked to him, asked him wad the problem was... but he seem relunctant to tell us, and we din pressured... so now, i dunno wad's the problem lor... hAiz...

only 2 more days to inter-house cheerleading competition... and lignum cheerleading cannot make it lah... especially the stunts... the dance, not to say i'm great or wad, but i've more or less mastered the steps... but the stunts, they're half-past six lah!! omigosh, and there aren't much time left!! 2 more days!! only 2 more days... and we're screwing up here and there... with pple getting injured here and there... hAiz, hope the injuries aren't serious!! plz plz plz!! pple, u all gotta take care of yourself!! went thru the whole routine today... got myself into abit of shit lah... gotta lift qian ling onto my shoulders... in professional terms, shoulder sit... and i still dunno whether i can do it anot... but i'm more or less reaching there already... hopefully, i can succeed by tmr!! plz plz plz!! give me the strength, give me the power!! and so do the rest of the cheerleaders, whether from solaris, ignis, terra, aerius, aqua, and from lignum itself, let them receive equal strength and power! let us all succeed in every stunt and dance that we needa do!!

finished kinda late... me, jiangshui, nette walked out to the school main gate... saw diana, brent and joscelin on the way... in the end, got a lift out to the bus-stop frm diana's dad's car... haha, no needa walk out... lazy me... i was quite tired lah... oh well, i guess all of u out there, u're all waiting for me to say something else rite?? like, i saw HER father?? haha, ya... i did... and did i tried my best to leave a good impression rite?? u pple muz be thinking of that too... well, i din do anything lah, left no impression at all... so it's nth much... haha...

went to coronation plaza with jiangshui and nette to makan dinner... die lah... i'm always eating out and then going home to eat lor!! wad am i doing?? oh ya, i'm on a mass-gaining 'exercise', i forgot... but still, it's difficult to stuff myself with food leh!! and not all r yummelicious... haha!! so there was still some lvl of difficulty!! but anw, at coro, in prince... ate chicken chop... already couldn't really finish my chicken chop liao lor... and i'm still going home to eat... wadever lah... the thing is, i still went home, and i still eat the food my mum cooked... see, how filial i am... haha... and there on the dining table, nette kept on playing the pink panther ringtone lah... i simply wasn't in s12 when 'that particular incident' happen lah... so i juz couldnt know the meaning behind all that melodies of pink panther!! the loop of the pink panther ringtone is still resounding in my ear lor... jialat lah!! see lah, nette, wad hav u done?? i get nitemares frm this i'm gonna get u lah!! oh ya, and we were discussing abt me being happy when diana said bye to me and waving to me... well, it's a debate-able topic lah... well, the bye, which diana said, was kinda general... so i can't really be super overjoyed by it... but still, the general bye was still aimed at me too... as for the waving, it's a mystery... haha, sound like some csi serial... but anyway, i doubt she waved at me lah, i mean on purpose... jiangshui and nette claimed that she waved bye to me lah... but think in this way, u say bye, and u waved your hands backwards, can u care where u're waving at?? it's kind of like a casual wave, with no special intention... and somemore it's frm a blurry diana... haha... okay, i din mean that in a negative way!! really!! but unless she's trying to do some hidden meaning thingy, then i got nth to say... except that i'm hoping for that... but there r juz some things u can't really delude yourself with... so, i'll still stick to the fact that, all's still normal... and i neednt get super high frm anything... ya... that's the way... jiangshui did a good job today too... took new pics of diana... but this time, i'm not going to send them to my phone lah... i dunno y, but i juz might not do it... all the pics are cute lah, as always, which is not to be argued with... haha... and one of the pic is a baby photo of diana!! haha, she's like so cute also lah... when she's young... chubby too... haha!! oh well, getting a little high from all these liao... little bit... a little bit only!! haha!! it's getting kinda late... i think i'd better go sleep early... i'm almost juz abit like diana, sleep-deprived... but hers is a worse case... go girl!! go get some sleep lah!!