it's been a tiring week, well, not a week, only 4 days for this week has passed. but i'm really v.tired. let's see, on mon, cheerleading practise... well, it was a shity one... in terms that we got news of cutting down on our practices. well, the cutting down is bloody alot!! wad the hell lah, track and field finals is nxt wk on wed lah, and we're only left with like nxt mon & tue to touch up everything lah?? y? y did this happen? it's all those PPLE who go home like super late?? and made use of the excuse of cheerleading... and in the end? parents of this PPLE complain to the school abt this thing... them reaching home like real late 'becoz of cheerleading practise' and not 'becoz of going out for dinner and slacking arnd'. haiyo, where's the integrity and honesty?? tsk tsk tsk... although i sometimes do use this kind of excuses lah, but still, go home at arnd 11+pm?? that's crazy lah! wah lau eh, these spoilers... made the house cheerleading thingy so screwed up lah!

as for tue, i juz slacked arnd... went venezia with many pple to eat. juz wanted to slack lah... it's getting kinda stressed up lor! y? tuesday had chem spa and maths test. damn stressful lah! that's y wanted to go relax... and in the end, got home real late...

wed, had training. decided to go for training becoz i found out that i haven really gone for training for damn long already lah... and it was one tough training. did speed work... 4x60m and 4x100m... sounds like easy work?? not at all, let me assure u that... 4x60m u say easy, maybe so... but 4x100m with each time clocking arnd 13 sec? well, that's tough, especially after doing 4x60m... towards my last two 100m run, i was like super drained... and when i reached home, my legs were breaking lah... oh ya, went kap with the Shooting Club pple, and on my way home, did a half fall into a drain... wad's a half fall? well, i opened my step, and leaned forward, and it was super dark, and i found out that there was a drain right where i'm stepping on, and i open a little bigger, but still, fell right in, not all the way, but a small slip, and i injure my shin... i'm lucky, din really got badly injured... maybe juz a bruise? blue-black? wadever... it sounds so stupid, falling into a drain... haiyo!!

and finally, got another chance at training for cheerleading... now training for cheerleading is really reduced to two times a wk... and nxt wk's the thing? so stupid... dun want to comment lah... but ya, one thing's for sure, i'm confident and sure of sll the dance steps... so all now that's left r the stunts... did some new stunts today... with jiangshui... he's my partner base... all i can say is that, everyone did a good job today... it's like i can't say we mastered them, but at least we can succeed on a few tries... not bad not bad!! *clap clap* haha =)

thurs is one hell of a sian day lah!! end the day with a double GP period... well, today really no mood to go for GP... i'm totally shagged or wadever u like to say it... so, i ponned double GP today... to sleep a little, and to slack arnd... played some stupid games with jiangshui and brent... and ended up with alota chilli sauce on both my arms!! omigosh, it's not v.disgusting lah, but v.stupid lor!! and i lost all the games! shit lah!! haiyo... nvm, it's a small thing... will go and train up and trash jiangshui and brent sometime soon to get back my 'revenge'... hurhurhur...

finally, i'm getting onto the path of hope... said hi to diana... it's like, i've been telling myself quite recently to better do something abt this whole thing lah... now my msn's nick is this:"do not whine, do not despair, psyche youself up and do your best"... it's a very fitting line to my present state... comforting and yet encouraging too... but ya, get back to the hi part... it's like, she was standing right in front of me, and i was walking in a direction straight at her... so, it was like a very good chance for me to say hi to her, at least get some response frm her... she has never been the initiative one, it's all me... i'm not complaining here ah!! but, wad i'm trying to say is that, if i dun say hi, she wun say hi to me, and it'll end up with us getting even much more distant... that's y i said hi to her, and she respond... yay!! quite happy lah, although she never like said my name... she has never said my name except only when she called me those few times and during the pub stunt we did in school... oh well, shldn't complain... but over at kap during dinner, din talk to her... hAiz, quite sad lah... but i shldn't despair, as according to my msn nick... had a small chat with jasin over msn... she encouraged and comfort me lor... well, thanks jasin, you really made me feel much much better... a girl knows a girl better! haha =) really need to buck up, work hard, or wadever u'll say it, on this friendship i'm trying to bond with her first! i think i had better do that, then she'll feel more comfortable and everything!! =)