it was quite a relatively good day... finally, get to have some long sleep... really needed that badly... but one great thing, i went back down to my hairdresser to really salvage my hair... it WAS in some shit, so i got him to cut it short for me... now, it juz looks average lah, not too cock-headed anymore... but still, i dun seem to look good in any hairstyle... i'm still in search of a hairstyle that suits me...

met up jiangshui and mamasan to go get mother's day gift... let me tell you, mamasan is one great person to consult for gifts lor... she HAS the ideas, good ones... and i manage to get something for my mum at body shop lor... my problem was solved rather fast... okay, i shldn't say it's a problem, but then, ya, i manage to get something for my mum really fast and hectic-less... haha...

rushed back down to school for cheerleading practise... we were actually late lor... thought that the house reps were going to screw me and jiangshui upside down inside out lor... luckily, none of these happened... we juz got into our loose outfit for practise and off we were, to practise the stunts... let me tell u ppl, i think i've got some passion for dancing and cheerleading... it's like, i'm enjoying it lor!! i get high, i feel free, there's no stress... i juz really enjoyed myself throughout... that's especially so with fun ppl arnd me... and let me tell you all!! haha, okay, i'm being v.idiotic... i'm at the front of the dace formation!! the front!! haha, muz support me okay?? provided that there's no change to the formation lah!! i'll be at the front, dancing, cheerleading!! haha!! oh well, but boy do i enjoy this whole activity...

went to meet up my relatives and cousins for dinner... my maternal side... the dinner was not bad lah, except for all the fried food... which was like super oily?? hAiz, wadever the case, got to catch up with my cousins... some great interactions...

sianz lah... i'm still getting bothered by the fact that i'm not knowing wad diana is thinking... i was talking to jinglong and regina abt this whole thing... asking them for their advises and their views abt everything... well let me put down the most impt part...
jl:eh.. u get the feeling she..' talk for the sake of talking '?
me:shit lah... i think so lor
jl:den if u work on the fact dat she knows u like her..
jl:u noe what im hitting at
me:wad?
jl:maybe she abit passive bout talking to u
jl:coz she know u like her?
me:but i really want to know how she's reacting to my feelings for her...?
me:whether izzit good or bad
me:in the sense
me:if she doesn't really want to do anything with me
me:then i'll juz step away, step back and leave everything as it is now... b4 anything gets too deep
me:and hurts the both sides
jl:ahh,bud u will onli know that if u talk to her and get her to talk bout IT to u
me:well, it's hurting me quite abit now lor
me:like how? she's always forever with s12 ppl...
jl:u cant blame her..
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me:so the sequence of things shld happen this way?
me:i tell her how i feel...
me:then see her expression and reaction
me:then ask her how she thinks?
jl:more or less la..
jl:this kinda things cannot be planned...
jl:hey u go get lynette's opinion on this
jl:i think its better..
jl:maybe she knows more bout whats going on
me:it's hard to say
me:it's not like diana tells/consults/asks lynette abt all these things one lor
me:there r things that diana doesn't tell lynette lor
me:hmmz...
me:that's y i'm quite headache and irritated
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jl:if its gona work out its gona work out
jl:hahAh
me:aiyah...
me:i'm juz bothered by wad she is really thinking
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yeah, so? need i say more?? i'm juz quite sian abt this thing... and u can roughly infer much more frm my previous blog... hAiz, dun want to say any further... i'll juz get more depressed...