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Sunday, May 23, 2004
always aim high, never say u die, success will come to anyone who try i've did something really significant today... significant to me at least... yaowen called me to talked to me... and we talked and talked and talked... and then he told me something. he says that he and huitze feels that i shld do something abt the u-know-wad and not delay it any longer. so he suggested to me to call her! to explain things. yaowen told me that that time when i gave diana flowers, i din explain a thing, so it's almost culpable to playing a prank on her? like giving her flowers but not saying anything? i felt the same way too... i mean, that time siewee also told me the same thing. so i felt the strong urge to explain the bouquet of flowers. and so i did. i'm going to spare the details, coz it's super damn complicated. but anway, i did called her in the end and explained everything. it's one doubt down but more work to come. but this work, i dun mind them at all. i'll surely work hard to get her to be comfortable in my presence. previously, we've always been like super embarrassed or something along the same line happening. so, i've gotta work hard, to talk to her, ask her this and ask her that, and many many more. i gotta work hard on the friendship first! get it jason!? anw, it's getting late and there's school tmr! it's wk 10, but heck with it, june got no hols at all, so no use getting excited. but i sure do hav some excitement in my blood now, becoz of something else. haha! so, tata!
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