life is getting kinda sucky for me already... dunno y... if not for princess, i tink i'll be juz a walking zombie lor!! wad michael tay said is v.true!! nj really churns zombies out to the society!! kanasai lah!! i dun want to end up as such a by-product, tat's y i've been really trying to enjoy myself while i can... but the problem is, as i enjoy, i let more work pile up, and my life gets even more sucky!!

today is one hectic day lor!! i tink my days r going to get super hectic lor!! and i really needa slow down my pace of life!! i'm really getting tired!! it's like, all the way frm morning i've been doing something till the nite!! and i mean late nite!! in the morning, i woke up early!! kanasai! woke up early to prepare everything tat today's gonna bring!! too bad they aren't all surprises!! it's like, i went to meet siewee to go town to buy stationeries and stuffs!! this was possible becoz siewee got dental appt in town, and so met her up! i found out tat i was lacking in many stationeries lor! so cock-up! i gotta get pen refills, mechanical pencil carbon lead, a3-size sheet, and some 'materials' for a special card tat i'm gonna make!! the pencil lead is the most stupid, the last time i ever went to buy pencil lead was during pri sch!! tat was like how long ago?? omigosh, but then, yeah, it's neccessary!! i use them quite often now! as for the card, wad can i say?? i went penang, and so got princess a present, and haven really prepared it properly to give it to her! wanted to give it to her during dance nite, but realised tat today was so packed tat i couldn't prepare my present properly! and then, an idea came to me! i deliver her the present, with a card tat i'm gonna do it myself, and of course write wad i want to 'express', and maybe get white roses for her!! juz got to know today that princess like white roses!! this 'delivery' idea juz suddenly came to my mind! hope tat princess will like it or wad!!

let's continue to my 'great' saturday!! after getting all the stationeries i wanted, i found out tat i was kinda late!! late at reaching choa chu kang stadium!! but the a.hole thing was tat i reached there too early in the end!! wad the shit lor!! and the worst thing of all, i got jiangshui and siewee to take a cab wif me!! and the guilty thing was tat jiangshui paid for the fare!! i tink i'll share the cab fare wif him or wad!! but i'm broke!! gotta wait for my pocket money!! hAiz, so shity, i found out tat i can't really save much of my pockey money!! dammit! and not juz the taxi fare, jiangshui even asked me whether do i want to makan anything! he reached my place early and got buns and drinks frm the grocery store near my house! and he paid for all of these again!! oh man, feeling quite guilty, but yeah! thanks jiangshui!! for all these!!

and here comes the part abt my race today!! today i ran 400m!! it's damn tough i muz say!! not easy!! the first 200m was nice!! but as i hit my 3rd 100m, i began to slow down!! lactic acid was building up heavily in my legs!! and i'm really breathless!! and when i hit my 4th 100m, i shld be sprinting!! but the lactic acid prevents me frm doing so! and this time, the lactic acid has built up in my arms. i totally was losing all sensation of both my arms!! in the last 70m, i was seriously slowing down, v.badly!! all i was hoping for was to stop running!! but i juz told myself, hav some sportsmanship, ALL THE WAY, hit the finishing line!! and yeah, mind over matter, i conquered my mind and managed to finish the race! as i cross the line, i was totally staggering!! my legs were cramped, and i was losing my balance!! and so i fell! luckily, it was a soft landing, and my knees weren't injured!! phew!! but i was totally drained and breathless after the 400m!! it is v.tough!! i went to get a drink and on the way there, which is like a v.short distance, my brain was exploding! it's super high blood pressure inside my body lor!! wah lau, i was close to collapsing lor!! kaoz, lucky never! i went to sit down and i really close my eyes and recover!! i was catching up on my breath and clearing away the lactic! but funny thing is, lactic is hard to clear while i sit, but no choice lah, there's juz no way i can move!! the moment i open my eyes, my vision start to sway!! v.bad!! i tink my stamina juz cannot make it lor! but according to my senior, he said i did a 62s for the 400m, which is not v.gd! but to me, yah, i did better!

and so, after this super tiring race, i gotta rush down to barker road to watch NJ dance nite!! initially, i wanted to rush home after the race, dump my dirty stuffs and rush down to barker road! but tat was not possible. by the time i finish my warm down and stretching, it was already 1830! i took a taxi to barker road, and this time, the fare was once again paid by jiangshui... he lend me $20 first, juz in case i wanna take a cab or wad!i tink this sum of money i'll return him for sure! yah, so back to taking a cab, i was screwed again! in the end, i dunno how, i reached ac(barker) super early, at 1845! took only 15 min! came as a shock to me! jiangshui and regina and the rest haven come yet lor!! and i was so thirsty, wif my water running out, i walked to chancery court cold storage to buy a drink! dunno wad to buy, in the end, saw this 1.85L fuji apple juice and i bought it! i kept telling myself tat i'm crazy, but yeah, i still buy it!! din really drank all by myself, it was shared by many many ppl!! and i really meant MANY ppl!! haha!

NJ dance nite, wasn't really v.good!! but almost reaching my expectation!! here, i gotta be v.bad!! my expectation wasn't high, therefore they managed to almost reach it!! but i said they weren't v.gd coz i believe the whole thing could've been better!! not tat i can do a better job or wad, but, had the experience of watching a performance on such a line tat was better!! another thing was tat i was feeling sticky and uncomfortable all over my body!! after my race, i din go home to shower or wad lah!! so idiotic!! but then, of course, got the reliable s12 to help me make everything better!! like lynette! managed to make things so nice, made me sat nxt to diana during the performance!! but sadly to say!! really sadly, throughout the entire performance, i din really spoke to diana!! so shity lor!! oh man, i dunno y like tat!! maybe coz i'm v.tired or wad!! but then, yeah, i felt v.sian tat i din tok to diana even though she's juz nxt to me!! hAiz... SiGhZ!! this is so sucky!! i'm getting quite irritated and angry wif myself!! and later on, we even went to newton circus to makan supper!! and again, i din go and tok to her!! ggRRrrrr... i'm super angry wif myself now!! shit lah!! wad the hell happen to me lor!! i tink i made diana v.irritated wif me also lor!! she sat nxt to me during the performance and sometimes over at newton, but i juz din open my bloody mouth!! so cock lor me!! dammit lah!! my sealed mouth juz got myself and diana irritated!! so annoying!! and the worst thing i could have done, which i did, i din say bye-bye to diana!! WAH LAU!! i'm so bloody pissed wif myself!! tried to salvage the situtation lah, msg her to apologise and say bye-bye in the end!! dunno wad to say abt myself!!

as for my penang trip, maybe i'll tok abt them another day lah, juz today's blog is enuff to kill anyone who's reading it lor!! it's so bloody long!! rite?? whoever tat's reading it?? can only blame urself, who ask u so kaypo wanna read my blog!! haha!! =)