haha... juz realised tat i've really really nv update my blogs for a real long time! the truth is, the week tat juz pass, it was the most hectic ever in my life!! really! let me see wad i was busy wif, 1)piling homework 2)new student leadership body stuffs 3)archery . okay, although this may not sound alot, but the TOTAL AMT of work tat needs to be done, is alot!! haha, somehow, for a moment of time, i was feeling v.stressed for this whole wk! but after a while, while tring to console and delude myself, i told myself, as long as i can get pass this wk, it's a real great achievement! and here i am, getting past all this, and looking back, it really is one great achievement!

abt the speech tat i made to the whole school, regarding my joining of the new student leadership body, it's really bad!! and i mean bad! it's not like i made a mess abt it or wad! it's juz tat, my speech, totally no life one! can put a person to sleep immediately! lucky thing is, it's short! coz got no time to really plan out a nice one! but i remembered one question tat someone posed, 'u ppl can write such beautiful speeches, but wad can u ppl actually do for the school??' although there's not much link, but then again, trying to console myself, i din write a beautiful speech yah? haha! but one sad thing lah, i din get to listen and see diana's speech presentation! heard frm quite a few ppl that it's v.cute lor! some bell and success thingy... haha!! arrgh... i want to see it badly... hAiz!!

my weekend juz zoom past me like nobody's business!! my two days were almost totally devoted to school lor!! saturday afternoon, went back to nj for house cheerleading practise!! after this, i juz went home to do my homework!! kanasai!! like no life one lor!! i decided to go home and do work coz on sunday, i'll be v.busy!! the moment i woke up this morning, i haven really got a gd rest until the evening... rushed thru breakfast and made my way down to cck stadium to do CIP work... it's quite fun lah!! raking sands and measuring distances at the long jump pit! but under the blazing sun, i got kinda red... in the evening, went to meet reg, jinglong, stef, siewee and jiangshui for dinner and movie! went to watch 50 first dates!! it's a really nice comedy!! initially, had thoughts abt watching this movie wif princess, but then, i believe there might be other choices to watch wif her, PROVIDED that i have the guts to ask her out or wad!! sad me!! but then again, 50 first dates is real funny... got really engrossed into the movie until i'm totally oblivious to the real world... but one stupid msg pull me back to reality... and somehow it's halfway during the movie!! dammit lah! damn u yang hong!! y muz send me msg at the wrong time!! i was really engrossed into the storyline... so much so that i forgot abt the stressful life i'm going thru... made me feel nice!! but then, the idiot msg me, telling me to bring tys and other stuffs, and suddenly, the stressful life came back to my mind, and i din really enjoy the movie as much!! haiyoh... irritating yang hong!!

i think diana is feeling much better liaoz!! not so sad anymore!! maybe still a little sad lah!! hAiz, mentioning abt her, i feel a little guilty!! i haven given her the present i bought frm penang!! aarrrgghhh.... omigosh, y m i so slow?? i'm really thinking of juz giving her the present first lor!! as for the card, i'll give her another day?? hmmz... aarrgghh, advise!! advise me!! someone advise me!! a few days ago, diana wasn't feeling great... but i really diden know wad happen to her... she's there feeling sad... and i'm there, knowing tat she's sad, but feeling helpless when i really want to help!! not being able to help someone who u really care for is a v.shity feeling!! it's hard to describe, but one word rounds it up all, shity!! i was really bothered by this whole thing, that i can't help her feel better!! but luckily, for now, i think she's better... can sense it!! hope my senses to her r right!!

oh well, it's back to school again... hAiz, the weekend ends so fast!! i really need a nice break soon!! i needa recharge!! juz motivation frm 'somebody' is not enough lor!! recharging and being motivated is two separate things... i muz say!! but, i sure do want to be motivated by 'somebody'...